when 4 turtles went out to the sea
only 3 came back.
read between the lines.
but it doesnt really matters anymore.



let bygones be bygones.



went out with char,joshua, fer & fer's godbro yesterday.
town-ing
fer bought a puma watch.
and i had such a real hard time just to find one WHITE shorts.
finally spot one at Heeren.
OMT.
seriously, i am going low on cash, can someone kind enough to spare me some??
if the reason for being broke is due to birthday presents, then my current assets gonna be negative hundreds by end of september.
especially when you have your OWN BIG CLIQUE OF FRIENDS WHO ARE CELEBRATING BIRTHDAY IN SEPTEMBER, and the upcomings ones right huh?
28th Aug - Shenzhi
16th - Brother Andy
18th - Alex's
21st - BAOBEI.RINA.
25th - Casey
1st Oct - Brother Martin
FYI, we still owed Junhao a present.
OMT OMT OMT.
cash dried up.
pockets drained.



met Fiona at Jurong Mrt around4.
headed down to Jurong Entertainment to meet the people.
Geena, Lingwei, Mailin & the main character - WEI SHENG aka MR KEVIN - my son.
LOL.
kbox-ing.

cakes of mutiple flavours.
and the cream puff.

the state of him after being smashed by creams.

the 'nas'

weiwei,mai & birthday boy.



after kbox, headed to geena's place for dinner along with ahma.
CUP-NOODLEs.
crap around.
suddenly, geena thought of something.
i had to agree, it still remained a mystery
and what lingwei said is correct ;only she knows what happened then.
in 2 months time, it gonna be 3 years.
but i just felt it's just a year ago.
everything.
it's just like the moment i recieved IM, sms and phone calls about it was just a year ago.
the moment when i stepped into the school that day.
welcomed by lingwei's hugs & tears.
the counselling session.
the tears that everyone weeped.
each of us had regretted not spooning her with enough care & concern.
and the 'if' factor exists.
and how on earth can you imagine her to.....when the day before you see her laughing bubbly with her friends.











as for today,
sporty!
went cycling with eleanor & karen at ECP.

the trios.

3 x 19 = yet acting cute.

cycled from mac to ski park to bedok jetty to sailing club to NSRCC.
can someone please count the distance i cycled today?
i am lazy to count from streetdirectory.com
OMT. what the hell.
we went into NSRCC bowling alley ; but i am the only one who got the urge to bowl.
):
aww!!
and i spotted this on the notice board!

saw tht name!! 1st - HELMI CHEW!
yeah! my assistant coach sounds nicer than junior coach
WTH. time to buck up my english OMT. OMT.



and i got this idea which came by my mind and gave me a knock.
CHALETS.
well, bowling camp is cancelled.
OMT.
boring hols for me ):
i want to have my own bowling clique chalet.
it's an order!!
opps!






for the following context,
can anyone just treat Grandmother Sihui is talking crap, please
i just need to vent out things which i cant say it out in public.



as i said before,
alot of people stood by me this few weeks.
supported me with their encouraging words and sort.
even people whom i hardly get in touch show me their care.
some even pop-ed by like Jack in the box.
THANKS and THANKS.
not that i am promoting myself that i had such a great networks of friends. OKAY!!?
just that i am really thankful with these people around especially those whom i really nearly lost touch with or not so close with. at least they do remember me.
(seriously, i felt so touched that i am now almost on the brim of crying ; or maybe because i am making my emo speech here. LOL)
I DONT KNOW.



i remember i told nicole this about a week ago.
memories are memories.
they can only be remembered but not re-done.
the feelings will never be the same.
even a couple went to this certain place and romantically, the guy did something that really touches the girl's heart. IT IS MEMORY.
even you will to go back to that same place, the guy will not do the same thing again.
all it left is just plain memories.
MEMORIES.


recently, i realised a handful of people came back to my life.
as if i had sat on the time machine and get back to years ago.
but the feelings are no longer there.
FRIENDs & MEMORIES.
one of them, disappeared from my life as a best friend, someone whom i always talk to about my problems, someone who i treated like my brother, my talking crap partner.
gone MIA for almost 3 years.
suddenly, resurfaced at my tagboard a or two weeks ago, sms-ed me and i shared my problems like i used to. (i m not pin-pointing you.)
can you bloody imagine this person MIA for 3 years and i hardly see him linger around my area when he live so bloody near to me. like, less than 100 steps away from my block to his.
FRIEND, where have you bloody been?
=\


the others, i shant say much...
but i wanted to apologise to some people whom i just spit vulagrities at in MSN.
cus i am totally pissed off ; my heart is so uptight now.
dont ask me why ; i am not going to say here.
just damn fcuk up
SORRY TO MARTIN, CL, DANIEL, CASEY, ANDY, ROYSON, NICOLE, JOEY, XINGLIN & RINA.
I just felt so fcuk up.
really i am.
things are easier said than done, people.
this is not what i wanted.
3 turtles.
i am laughing at my own creation of quote that i set in the starting.
3 turtles.
but the other didnt come back.



was talking to one of 10 people mention above.
and this is what i got.
sihui : you know what?
A : i think i know what's going to happen. i support my buddy this time. blah blah
sihui: NO MAN, you dont understand.
A: what the issue?
sihui : blah blah blah
A: blah blah blah
sihui: blah blah blah
A: i'm not u, can i decide for u? obviously no..so ITS ALL UP TO URSELF!
sihui: i know
A: u go ponder over what i say,u should set YOUR OWN priorities right 1st
sihui: studies, friends & bowling (can you imagine ; kanna scolding yet stil can crap with people)
A: rmb, set ur life right, set ur priorities right...(blahblahblah)... i advise u not to, in case u suay suay _____ again, alot of sai kang for us to handle also.
sihui: walao!
A: that time we nearly need to look that person up and confront him, is this sai kang anot? IT IS!



wth.
ok i think i made it sounds as if i kanna scold by my friend.
haha.. sorry my friend is just advising me huh!?
ya, i admit, i always create lots of shyt problems and my this group of people always there to clean shyt for me =x
opps!
hais.
i felt i am so ...
whatever.
FRIENDS is all i ever want.
when some people dont understand what i mean.




woots
it 1.35am.
i going to roll off to bed.
OMT. so late!
*zoom*